Fiery Angel

Amh, Happy Christmas! This Christmas maybe the worst Christmas that I’ve experienced for the fact that we didn’t have our Noche Buena because my mother wasn’t here, my father just bought liempo and that’s all. Then after that, we sleptwithout greeting each other as usual…

I don’t know what to do on that day, until I remember that tomorrow is Christmas and I must be with my gf, a thing that enlightened me somehow, and after thinking of her and what gift I should give, my mother texted me “uwi ako bukas” (I’ll go home tomorrow”). That is why our Noche Buena started at 3pm of December 25

And you know what? When my mother arrived I was with Nadine until 6 and that is the best gift ever, and I wish every Christmas and everyday you and me will always be together Nadine…

Christmas, it’s getting colder as days pass by. Maybe this is the reason why we miss our beloved. And as for my experiences, yesterday, when I was with my girlfriend we went to the mall to buy gifts for her family and friends. It’s been very memorable for our first time of buying Christmas gifts. We saw a lot of toys, teddy bears, gadgets but we only have limited budget that’s why we came out of buying tshirt, toys and other more.

Yesterday was really crazy, happy for me and I know for her also. A day of having no food in our stomachs, a day of guessing the right way to St. Francis, and a day of smiling, laughing together (it’s really great)

Our last destination of course was to Llianas. Why? For “Kwekkweks”! I don’t know why in the world a totally brat girl like her want to eat “Kwekkweks” hahak. Every time I ask her why she likes “Kwekkwek” she just replies “Masarap!” Hahak.

Then when we were ready to go home, there’s children asking for money (limos) and I teased her that I’d give her new bag, a guitar styled bag she bought for herself. She was very cute of reacting and saying “No!”, a thing that made me smile somehow..

I neglected YOU. I hated you. For not updating this blog, I’m sorry — I love you, please forgive this childish heart of mine? I need you and I miss you so much..all the time. I hope.. you understand how I feel