Fiery Angel

Just want to say goodbye

- Nadine

but not to Christian Guess he just needs more stuff for the brains to feel like blogging. But it’s okay!:D

Nadine thank you so much. Thanks for being a good girlfriend all the time gaya knina you made me feel you are always there for me khit na glit na glit ako.. thank you. Musta ka nga pla nina sa mall? next time tayo naman gumala ah.. wbu..

How can I fall asleep? if every time I close my eyes i see you. How can I relax my breath? if every time i do I feel you. You are every thing to me, i cant even take a nap not thinking of you. I sometimes think God as a friend of mine for letting her cute angel be with me. Hey you, yeah you!!! your the reason why I’m here still breathing.

i was so tired that day. i felt empty not because of anything else but because of the temperature. i cant hardly move any muscle, i felt like i cant go outside of our house but nadine txtd me that she will go to the mall with her friends and she was asking me to fetch her and even i am really tired that day i said yes just to see her for a moment. but after an hour she txtd me again and said that she want me to go with her because her friend grace cant go with them for some reason. we argued because i have something more important to do but at the end i have no choice. at first when we were still on are way i felt very annoyed because of traffic but the time we reached the mall i felt comfortable maybe because shes sweet even she saw me annoyed. nadine showed me her ticket and its for shrek i dont like that movie but while watching it i see my self smiling and enjoying every minute of watching shrek with her.

……………………………………………………………..i noticed something, the way she laugh i liked it,.. hahak.. at the end of the day she thanked me for being with her..

Because when you do, you fail yourself. And if you can’t take things anymore, give up. Giving up is not a bad thing to do but a wiser decision because you know you deserve your better, you tried your best and it’s just how it can go. That’s as far as it goes…

Life is full of wonders so maybe, if I give you up I’ll find something better. I don’t want to look for someone. Because if I do, I will just rely unto him again and then be dependent on him again. He’d fail me or leave me. That’s what men do.

I tried my best.