Fiery Angel

Because when you do, you fail yourself. And if you can’t take things anymore, give up. Giving up is not a bad thing to do but a wiser decision because you know you deserve your better, you tried your best and it’s just how it can go. That’s as far as it goes…

Life is full of wonders so maybe, if I give you up I’ll find something better. I don’t want to look for someone. Because if I do, I will just rely unto him again and then be dependent on him again. He’d fail me or leave me. That’s what men do.

I tried my best.

Christian destroyed the blog. No, not really destroyed. He couldn’t set up a subdomain with  WordPress properly. And now, I have to manually bring back all lost pages. Paid posts, and the paid links.. and some other posts. And it’s really just troublesome. I can’t believe someone who’s into C# and whatever programming language can’t get simple instructions. I’m honestly disappointed…oh well. I guess you love C# more :-S We are different people.. :_:

Yesterday, I went to Nadine’s best friend to fetch her and go to school. That day was really a day to start our job as a teacher but I tend to absent just to see her because it’s been a week not seeing each other, I miss her and after that day I realize I made a right decision to be with her because of that moment. First time for me to see her does korni nak naks of all times. We laughed at each other like we don’t have any problem to think at all. Until the time we need to get home, like how we spend our daily afternoon life, we bought pan cakes, and mountain dew while talking to each other about what we did for the past few weeks (with exaggerated jokes). And then at the tricycle, that was the time we were so serious of looking outside while we came nearer to be far from each other again.

Waw.. sa wakas nag sweldo na kme.. ang saya khapon.. although limited lang yung budget nagging Masaya kme coz we spend our day with each other (our mothsary). We did a lot of things we bought cute ice creams at about 1 inch tall. Hehek kakatuwa. Minsan mapapaisip ka kung anu ba tlga gsto mu gawin kapag alam mu na madame ka mgagawa. Madame kame plano. Umabot pa sa point na isusulat dpat namen sa note book nya. But you know what happened? Ndi lhat nan plano nanyare but God is really great he made our day better than what we expect, ang saya saya.. parang independent na kme khit ndi pa. parang 1month palang namen.. syempre ang buhay ay hndi plgeng Masaya, ndi palageng dpat lage kau magksama , ang importante lge nyu naiicp ang isat isa (pinalalim ko lng hahak). Dumating din sa point na we need to go home masya parin, umuwi na ko, pero bgla xa ngtext, nawala ung alaga nya na c nyt fury(isang pusa). Pumunta ko sa knila. Ngulat ako nsalbas na sya.. I felt so sad because I saw her crying. Madilim nun, parang napakalungkot halos walang hangin kaya ndi gmagalaw ung mga dahon.. tahimik, nkakabingi nga eh.. kya malau palang ako narinig ko na umiiyak xa.. kya nagmadali ako.. lumapit ako sa knya niyakap ko xa.. sbe ko msaya rin pla mgng korni paminan minsan.. in an away na maapreciate ka.. un lng pow muna enxa na tagalog.. ndi kc ko mglng sa English eh..hahak.

Way back in high school, I use to borrow money from my classmates when I ran out of cash because at that time I was always hungry – but I didn’t know as you grow up it’s not a good hobby because in some cases, too much owed money does a lot of mess in a person’s life.

That’s right, to make it easier we are talking about debts, and to avoid them we should learn about Debt loan consolidation. I didn’t think it mattered before but now I realize how important it is!